||[Sep. 29th, 2004|03:29 pm]
So i wasn't going to write really personal stuff in here right? WRONG! I just have to get this off my chest: Okay so i really like someone and i know that they don't feel the same way about me that i do about them. I talk to them all the time but i don't think they even realize how much i like them. It's just so unfair and aggravating because this person likes someone they cant even have and yet they don't see what's right in front of them. I know that i prolly am being unfair by feeling like this, but i can't help the way i feel and if i can't have ajournal that i can write in it how i actually feel, then what's the point? So, i really don't know what to do. So i sent this person a message letting them know that i really like them and i don't know how they are going to take it. I'm afraid that they are going to get all freaked out about it and not want to talk to me or that things will be awkward between us. The best thing that could happen is that this person could feel the same way that i do, but i know that is not going to happen. I dunno. When i find out what happens after a day or two, i will post it but for now i'm just actually kinda scared that i might have done something really stupid. I hope not. If you were in my position, what would you do????
note: this is the same thing i wrote in my personal journal so hopefully it wont show up twice in mine!